suddenly i am 25.
Everyone has its proud. what should be mine? i am kind of freaky, but that is just me.
should people really be proud of something of their selves?
but the more important question is
what are those things that i would regret for if i never do it?
買了生平第一棵聖誕樹
第一次親眼目睹超棒大直豪宅
踏進從來沒料到會進去的坐月子中心
第一次看到只有兩個月大的人類
(那種感覺很神妙，與其說可愛，不如說有一種淺淺卻扎實的震撼)
一個是生命的後段
一個正是生命的開端
有時候離生和死就是這麼的貼近
這輩子
經過很多形形色色的事
就像堆疊的積木一般
恣意
隨性
發展
養大
自己可以回顧
那就像是平面下的潮，暖暖而抑鬱
就像是巨聲作響的澎湃浪花，奔放而足量
就像是連綿白花花的金亮波浪，堅毅而變形
逐漸
天色也接近了藍的灰
扭捏的藍色大方的披掛在天的幕上
打滾
sometimes i admire that kind of power.
this is my second time to go to a concert. But this time it was hold in Taipei.
the atmosphere of the concert is quite different form the one of Baby Jane.
no matter what kind of concerts, i think those are indeed the essential products of artists. they can create, design, perform and originate as what they want and who they are.
i think i am a little fond of enjoying concerts.
心中總是有隻小蟲
悄悄的竄動
它翻鬆了每一寸田地
卻疲憊不已
hard days are set to coming. i am challenging myself.
my weakness, my will, my human nature, and my own thought are so essential to be hold.
年紀輕輕
我卻老了
那些綁手綁腳的
請速速消失吧~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
看到破姐和大哥的照片
發現~好久沒有看到這麼藍的大海了!!!!
又想起那些在沙灘上踩阿踏的日子
其實
還像是個不成熟的孩子
任性、自我
其實
卻已經老化的不堪用
很久沒有這種美式擁抱了
小李還是一樣
可能上了年紀的人
總是會比我們這種年輕小夥子來的穩定
最意外的是見面的招呼
還在猜想
大概會是老樣子的握手
豈料
小李整個敞開雙臂
哈
超久沒有遇到這樣的見面擁抱啦
真讓我又驚又喜
最意外的事
本來還在想要不要輕輕抱
(上過擁抱的課有時候還是有用的~哈哈哈~)
不過小李倒是超誠意的就是真的見面抱啦!!!!!!!
這樣輕輕抱實在太失禮了
這讓我回想到
小李也是第一個讓還是小鬼的我像個大人一樣的被介紹、握手
雖然這些東西久了
就習慣了
但是我想我會依舊記得
is this my world?
you tell me.
the strong temper has been built up by many blocks,
the independence, the belief, the experience, the wildness, the wounds, the contradiction and the feebleness.
Never cross that line.
once i made a wish to the curved silver, and i was planning to throw it over.
the whole things that i care is what she had dreamt about.
sometimes we are too blind to tell front from rear,
especially when the only hint we've got is just the middle part.
her egg of guardian angel will be shining then.
the time she know it will be just the time to face it.
How's the smile working on her?
just like a slap on the wrist.
a gal with strong temper is seeking for the future.
She seems to lack for kind of love.
i can say that
she's hurt.
