20100829

StArT ovER

Damn it.

I hate that. I just hate that.
就碎吧碎吧

沒關係沒關係沒關係沒關係


繼續調整就是食譜的道理


20100809

slEEP

i just want to fall asleep.

i just want to release all the tension.




i am not so sure about the love and the world, even myself.

It could be go wrong.

is the ice melting or breaking

where am i standing in the freezing wind






Watching you sleep for so long
Knowing that I can't turn the rain into sun anymore
I've given you all that I am
Now I stand here too scared to hold your hand
Afraid you might wake to see
The monster that had to leave

Cause you see the shelter as the storm
Holding wind to keep you warm
You were everything to me
This is why I have to leave
So sleep well my angel

Under the ash and the lies
Something beautiful once here now dies
And the tears burn my eyes
As you sit there all alone
I just wanna come home

But you see the shelter as the storm
Holding wind to keep you warm
You were everything to me
This is why I have to leave
So sleep well my angel
Sleep well my angel

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry

You see the shelter as the storm
Holding wind to keep you warm
You were everything to me
This is why
You see the shelter as the storm
Holding wind to keep you warm
You were everything to me
This is why I have to leave
So sleep well my angel
Sleep well my angel

20100806

SoMeWheRE



Lost in the darkness, hoping for a sign
Instead there is only silence
Can't you hear my screams
Never stop hoping
Need to know where you are
But one thing is for sure
You're always in my heart

I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying until my dying day
I just need to know whatever has happened
The Truth will free my soul

Lost in the darkness try to find your way home
I want to embrace you and never let you go
Almost hope you're in heaven so no one can hurt your soul
Living in agony 'cause I just do not know
Where you are

I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying until my dying day
I just need to know whatever has happened
The Truth will free my soul

Wherever you are I won't stop searching.
Whatever it takes I need to know

I'll find you somewhere
I'll keep on trying until my dying day
I just need to know whatever has happened
The Truth will free my soul





enOugH

im not sure i am good to go.

this is just how i feel.

am i, the one i thought i were, gone?

own nothing, because i really cant own one thing long enough

be owned by no one, because i am aware of that when i built up the ego.

for now

i am just so lost i've ever been.

20100805

iNSTRuctiOn

86.
Own nothing, and be owned by no one.
---a cat's little instruction

20100804

DrEAM

變了

不喜歡這種變化



好想離開

難道幻想也如此奢侈難求

你說




你會陪我到海靜止的那時候

不是麼