HAtE
吞下
眼盲
我練習看不見會讓我疼痛的光亮
我還要練習多久
我還要練習多久
我還要練習多久
5 years ago
20111226
20111214
CunnINg
Suddenly i think of the tough time in the past
the feeling when they responded me was chilling
that was a shadow
i am not sure if it is still
i remembered i put my face down between my knees to feel the pain with tears
i heard nothing but confusions
what's about now?
20111212
soMEthING
nothing more
nothing left
nothing before
nothing pass
nothing smile
nothing pain
nothing once again
nothing die away
20111211
20111205
fiNAL oRAl exAM
I would like to share a wonderful travel experience.
I have been skydiving during my trip in New Zealand.
We booked Skydive Lake Wanaka in advance, which was found highly recommended on the internet.
Skydiving was one of the most important plans in our itinerary, so we planned to stay at Wanaka, the place we would go skydiving, for 3 nights in case it would rain.
First day, it was cloudy.
the second day, it was still cloudy.
We started to worry that what if we couldn't go skydiving tomorrow.
Next day, we were so excited because there was almost no cloud but only sunshine.
we rushed to Skydive Lake Wanaka, read the papers, signed the agreements, changed the clothes, and waited for the first group of people back from the sky.
Very soon, we got on the air plane, flu in the blue sky, but we were sent back to the ground in 10 minutes.
"what happened?" we were so confused when we were asked to get off the air plane.
"it became cloudy and even icy." I was told by my skydiving instructor.
My friend and I were really disappointed and upset. "We even flu in the sky!"
The only thing we could do was to change tomorrow's plan, book an extra night for our hostel, and pray.
Very luckily, the weather next morning was perfect.
The air plane took us to a height of 15,000 feet height.
I was tight to my instructor, Alex, and totally pushed out by his body from the gate of the air plane.
To be honest, I didn't have time to feel the fear or excitement when I sat on the edge of the gate.
But the feeling of the sudden fall was the most exciting experience I'd ever had.
The speed of free falling was amazingly fast that I could hardly breathe and my ears hurt because of the pressure.
I even thought that I probably would faint.
Suddenly, the parachute was opened and I was so glad that I could breathe once again!
My instructor manipulated the chute so well that I could overlook the spectacular scenery from various
directions.
I felt so happy that i couldn't help but laughing when i was being hung in the air.
At that time, I realized why some people love flying so much.
Skydiving is definitely one of the greatest activities one should experience.
We were fortunate enough that we didn't miss it.
if you are going to give it a shot, here are some advice:
firstly, plan more days or flexible plans around. because it highly depends on the weather condition. you might be forced to rearrange your plan.
secondly, book on-line. they usually give discount on the internet. Skydiving is never cheap.
And then, prepare yourself in good health condition. The variation of pressure and speed brought from Free fall will make you uncomfortable.
finally, the second jump is cheaper! don't miss it!
20111204
thE SHOw
I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go, can’t do it alone I’ve tried
And I don’t know why
Slow it down, make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
‘Cause it’s too much, yeah, it’s a lot
To be something I’m not
I’m a fool out of love
‘Cause I just can’t get enough
I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go, can’t do it alone I’ve tried
And I don’t know why
I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
It’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
The sun is hot in the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the signs
And synchronize in time
It’s a joke, nobody knows
They’ve got a ticket to that show
Yeah ~ I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go, can’t do it alone I’ve tried
And I don’t know why
I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
It’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy the show-ow-ow-ow oh
Just enjoy the show-ow-ow oh oh oh
I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I dont know where to go, can’t do it alone I’ve tried
And I don’t know why
I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
It’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
Dum de dum
Dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
Dudum de dum
Dudum de dum
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show
I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show
20111130
dEtacGMEnt
there must be an immune system
going down and down and down and then just stop
and calmness follows all of that
at least...
this morning is going this way
or just like the article i read
the mind, or yourself, protects you from the unhappiness or pains
20111128
20111127
stINKy
突然很懷念那面白色
空空盪盪
其實我也只是想要空空盪盪吧
回家
框啷的開了鎖
順手的鑰匙放在左手邊的書架
右腳又不小心砰的一聲關門
嘀咕著怎麼又忘記要小聲關門
一片白白的房間
冷清
開了電腦
換套自由的衣服
拉開落地窗換換氣
腦袋可能想著什麼
不重要
我想我需要一片山
和一片海
我只是很討厭黏膩的空氣
汙濁
窒息
20111120
20111114
DEspERAte
feeling really exhausted
looks locked, every door
no way out
its so hot inside, extremely high temperature
smokes striking me
feeling so desperate to seek fresh air to breathe
cold, so cold.
20111101
voCabuLARY
vocabulary:
- homebody [C] (=stay-at-home)
He is a stay-at-home. - outstrip
When demands outstrip supplies, prices will get higher. - Portuguese
- cuff [C]
- versatile (=multifunction)
A jacket is a versatile garment that you should have bought one. - proofread, proofread, proofread
Please proofread your own article before you hand in it. - jargon [U]
- delegate
delegates have voted in favour of the motion.
you were delegated to represent your team in this meeting. - brevity [U]
his essays are models of clarity and brevity. - auditory [adj.]
- stale
- lucrative
- mundane
- entrepreneur [C]
he was one of entrepreneurs who made their money in property. - hieroglyph [C]
- ample
you have ample opportunities to ask questions after the talk. - illusion [C]
you can create illusion of space by various mirrors. - faucet [C] american english. / tap [C] british english
idiom:
- off the cuff
- off the top of one's head
- be no good at
20111027
thE hOWLinG
We've been seeing what you wanted got us cornered right now
Fallen asleep from our vanity might cost us our lives
I hear they're getting closer
Their howls are sending chills down my spine
And time is running out now
They're coming down the hills from behind
When we start killing
It's all coming down right now
From the nightmare we've created
I want to be awakened somehow
When we start killing
It all will be falling down
From the Hell that we're in
All we are is fading away
When we start killing
We've been searching all night long but there's no trace to be found
It's like they all have just vanished but I know they're around
I feel they're getting closer
Their howls are sending chills down my spine
And time is running out now
They're coming down the hills from behind
When we start killing
It's all coming down right now
From the nightmare we've created
I want to be awakened somehow
When we start killing
It all will be falling down
From the Hell that we're in
All we are is fading away
When we start killing
When we start killing
I feel they're getting closer
Their howls are sending chills down my spine
And time is running out now
They're coming down the hills from behind
The sun is rising
The screams have gone
Too many have fallen
Few still stand tall
Is this the ending of what we've begun?
Will we remember what we've done wrong?
When we start killing
It's all coming down right now
From the nightmare we've created
I want to be awakened somehow
When we start killing
It all will be falling down
From the Hell that we're in
All we are is fading away
When we start killing
When we start killing
When we start killing
20111025
20111019
20111017
nEws EngliSH
my writing assignment 3 talks about a social issue in Taiwan. i chose the topic about ageing population. There are some good sentences i got from internet when i was doing my writing. now i think news English is really worth learning.
"Taiwan's fertility rate - the average number of children women have - dropped to 0.9 in 2010, down from 1.03 in 2009."
"That gives Taiwan the lowest fertility rate in the world."
"Wages here are considered low compared to the cost of childcare and property prices."
"If Taiwan continues this track the population would experience a future labour shortage and that the next generation of children would have siginificant difficulty covering the health costs of their ageing parents."
"According to the Swiss-based international Institute of Management Development, Taiwaneses work some of the longest hours in the world, averaging nearly 44 hours a week, and Taiwan's women are very career-oriented."
20111016
StAIRs
一把尺在問
有多害怕失敗
有多不願接受弱點
有多怯懦挑戰
有多羞於暴露自己努力爭取想要卻未償的寞落
又一支筆在繪
那振翅的高度
那藍天
那亦步亦趨的踏實
和進步
how far away?
20111010
20111009
20111007
20111003
20111001
FaReWELl
If I can forget, I will be fine.
If I can leave, I will fall asleep forever and ever ......
20110930
20110929
tHIs i lOVE
And now I don't know why
She wouldn't say goodbye
But then it seems that I
Had seen it in her eyes
And it might not be wise
I'd still have to try
With all the love
I have inside
I can't deny
I just can't let it die
Cause her heart's just like mine
And she holds her pain inside
So if you ask me why
She wouldn't say goodbye
I know somewhere inside
There is a special light
Still shining bright
And even on the darkest night
She can't deny
So if she's somewhere near me
I hope to God she hears me
There's no one else
Could ever make me feel
I'm so alive
I hoped she'd never leave me
Please God you must believe me
I've searched the universe
And found myself
Within' her eyes
No matter how I try
They say it's all a lie
So what's the use of my confessions to a crime
Of passions that won't die
In my heart
So if she's somewhere near me
I hope to God she hears me
There's no one else
Could ever make me feel
I'm so alive
I hoped she'd never leave me
Please God you must believe me
I've searched the universe
And found myself
Within' her eyes
So if she's somewhere near me
I hope to God she hears me
There's no one else
Could ever make me feel
I'm so alive
I hoped she'd never leave me
Please God you must believe me
I've searched the universe
And found myself
Within' her eyes
So now I don't know why
She wouldn't say goodbye
It just might be that I
Had seen it in her eyes
And now it seems that I
Gave up my ghost of pride
I'll never say goodbye
20110928
sLums
我滿喜歡上英文課的 (不過很明顯的跟我適不適應老師有很大的關聯)
Mark的英文課常常帶給我的
不只是英文
讓我定期的接受與自己雷同的圈圈大相逕庭的刺激和思考
有點像是以前在修教育學程的課
接觸的總是和自己本科的很不相同
看到不同的思考慣性 不同的價值分析
發現自己意外的缺點 意外的優點
了解原來自己會對什麼有興趣 有疑問 有好奇 有離譜無知
Mark的英文課大概就是這樣的感覺吧
今天讓我忍不住想整理的一些點
- 生活的方向: 當我們正忍不住的忙於工作，驕傲於繁忙，追求無邊界的成就與欲望，有沒有遺忘了一些根本？
- 老齡化的人口分布問題: 一方面是實際社會如何面對，一方面是這有所謂的根本解法嗎?
- 世界的兩極化: 我們是不是正在那些國家的M字的一邊呢?
20110922
rEView, aGaIN
vocabulary, again:
agnostic:
atheistic:
dictator:
dictatorship:
eccentrics:
legendary:
invincibility:
fluorescent:
cockpit:
fuselage:
fin:
strain:
crew:
hu~ a little bit tired. let me finished them next time.
20110920
sKYdiVINg
its my first time to go to skydiving. and i did the second time after i'd have landed successfully and found myself loving skydiving pretty much. i didnt buy the video package for the 2nd jump, because it did cost a lot!
anyway, i love skydiving and my charming instructor Alex!
20110808
20110731
bOn VAyagE
最近在想旅遊這件事與我
有人喜歡跟團
因為
似乎能最有經濟效應的玩到當地的重點
似乎不想(能)花太多時間做功課
有人喜歡自助
因為
似乎能自由的把時間和錢花在自己想花的重點
似乎能享受不確定的刺激
似乎能掌握彈性
到目前 我依舊屬於後者
並不是我多會做功課
並不是我多熱愛冒險
更不是我多有時間
更不是我多有金
回想
曼谷
重點是 按摩
浙江 + 香港
重點是 小克 和學術訪問
巴黎
重點就是 巴黎 哥德教堂 和第一次自助
香港
重點是 第一次的國外同學會
東京
重點是 休息
崑山 + 上海
重點是 體驗所謂的出差
對我來說
旅行的品質並不是一定要玩到多少重點
也許是
感受不同樣風味的世界
調劑現實的生活
挑戰自己感受刺激和未定的年輕
接下來.........我的世界地圖又會如何進化呢?
20110728
20110721
20110706
ROse WitHOUt thORn
i just know
it is not so important at all
everything will die out
push me to free me
bite me to sober me up
where is the fresh air
where is the garden of freedom
where is it
20110629
arResT
i thought of you
and i m thinking of you still
the scene the situation the atmospheres .......
the event reminded the dear you
dear dreammaker,
you know what, this evening at 18:10 maybe, one colleague of mine fell down suddenly. he'd got epilepsy and after couple minutes he had consciousness. i cant stop worrying until i saw he's breathing and conscious. i knew for epilepsy, if it was epilepsy, i cant do many things but keep watching and observing patient's vital characters. in the end, he went on ambulance to the hospital with medical specialists.
i wish you didnt suffer lots of pain at that time.
im wondering whether the story would be different if we knew every step clearly to save you.
anyway, i miss you, my dear friend.
and i m thinking of you still
the scene the situation the atmospheres .......
the event reminded the dear you
dear dreammaker,
you know what, this evening at 18:10 maybe, one colleague of mine fell down suddenly. he'd got epilepsy and after couple minutes he had consciousness. i cant stop worrying until i saw he's breathing and conscious. i knew for epilepsy, if it was epilepsy, i cant do many things but keep watching and observing patient's vital characters. in the end, he went on ambulance to the hospital with medical specialists.
i wish you didnt suffer lots of pain at that time.
im wondering whether the story would be different if we knew every step clearly to save you.
anyway, i miss you, my dear friend.
rECAp
BigO essense :
O(1) : step ~ constant, constantly
O(N) : step ~ n, linearly
O( f(N) ): step ~ f(n), function-dependently
O(1) : step ~ constant, constantly
O(N) : step ~ n, linearly
O( f(N) ): step ~ f(n), function-dependently
20110626
dAY aftER DAy
the puzzle is not so hard
the fate is not so tied up by the stars
how come does your dream become so far away
away from the destiny you had thought it would may
she breathes hard
shes struggled
shes fighting
tired
20110622
imPLicity
what we've wanted to find is the intrinsic behaviours behind thee scene. the characteristics should be robust, invariant and true. I'm convinced that this is the simple and efficient way to know the world, including complex behaviours of human beings.
points of the paper :
- activities and communication
- 'differential'-like clustering tech
- X-mean seems popular:
- doesn't specify the k clusters in advance
- recursive based upon Bayesian Information Criterion
- dimensionality reduction applied
- distant function of binaries
- tempt to hide this secondary url and the corresponding communication
points enlightened :
- hierarchical ability of algorithm
- the high accuracy with a low false positive results were got because stricter conditions are considered and the target is more focused
- denoising mechanism
20110621
20110612
AdJActive
quick review:
smoggy
spacious: opposite to crowded
humid / humidity
continent : Asia, Africa, Europe, Australia, Antarctica, Eurasia, North-America, South-America, Oceania
antique(s)
artifact(s)
souvenir
attractions
cherry blossom
hot spring : go for a hot spring / take a hot spring
district : area
stadium
mansion
dustpan
humid / humidity
continent : Asia, Africa, Europe, Australia, Antarctica, Eurasia, North-America, South-America, Oceania
antique(s)
artifact(s)
souvenir
attractions
cherry blossom
hot spring : go for a hot spring / take a hot spring
district : area
stadium
mansion
dustpan
20110611
beTTER
suddenly feel really bad
that burst into tears
distorted thought, mind, and world,
dislike the wound
you shouldnt have said your dream out loudly.
20110606
20110605
20110602
20110601
20110531
20110524
20110517
20110511
20110508
cOMplEX
the feeling is absolutely complex
mixed up with my headache, doubting, happy and vague it never goes simple and clear
is it time to sleep?
20110505
20110504
LOgicAL
Many thanks for your advice.
I'm trying to think Think positive.
No matter if that's helpful, ain't worth a try?
20110503
eXISt
that's weird.
im really depressed when introducing others.
i dislike that being worth nothing.
its really a serious problem.
deciding on being on this way makes me sad.
20110501
goALs
i think i cant lose the goals.
without the aims, i cant go with no doubt.
dont push me in that way...................
20110428
FAR aWAy
Feel like it's been ages
So far away that I hardly recognize you
You become so different -- predictable, emotional, and boring.
But you're still there.
20110425
20110420
OnE-WAy miRROr
just like one-way mirror, people cant see through the other sides.
we sleep and breathe in front of the mirror. we think we are familiar with ourselves through it. actually, thats just one side of the reality. we cant see the plot we're playing.
there is a one-way mirror in from of me.
20110419
faKE ANGel
他以為的世界還很美好
積木 泡泡 破碎的紙片 雪 鍊
足以融冰的太陽 黑色的光線 寂靜 物理
疲倦得追趕
不得不懷疑為什麼樓梯的頭接著尾
為什麼世界的反面總是黏著正面
他以為的世界開始碎裂
憤世嫉俗的天使
相當相當的 討厭
20110417
ReVIeW
vocabulary recap:
lever
primary instinct: hunger,thirst, fear, anger, sexual desire,...
mating ritual
orangu-tan
beak
faculty
ape
twist and turn
arabic numerals
one-way mirror
crow
unheard
laboratory /ləˈbɒrətri/ DJ /'læbrəˈtɔrɪ/ KK US
bodily-kinaesthetic intelligence
athletics
symbiotic relationship
chimpanzees
well-rounded
habitat
raise eyebrows
fetch a ball = go outside and get the ball
reconcile = find the balance ( medical researchers, who use chimpanzees to study diseases, such as Aids and cancer, may find difficult to reconcile with their work.)
dilemma: on the horns of a dilemma
20110415
20110412
20110411
20110410
suCKeR PuNCH
everyone has an angel,
a guardian who watches over us.
we cant know what form they'll take
one day, old man
next day, little girl
but dont let appearances fool you.
they can be as fierce as any dragon.
yet they are not here to fight our battles
but to whisper from our hearts
reminding that its us
its everyone of us who holds the power of the world we create.
you can deny our angels exist
convince ourselves they cant be real
but they show up anyway,
at strange places,
and at strange times.
they can speak through any character we can imagine.
they'll shout through demons if they have to,
daring us,
challenging us to fight.
Who honors those we love for the very life we live?
Who sends monsters to kill us.
And at the same time,
things that will never die.
Who teaches us whats real,
and how to laugh at lies.
Who decides why we live,
and what we’ll die to defend.
Who trains us,
and who holds the key to set us free.
It’s you.
You have all the weapons you need.
Now fight!
20110406
20110405
USIng paUSes
i want to introduce you a software product, dropbox.
firstly, with dropbox your files are always in sync. you can retrieve them with all your computers and mobile devices.
as a result, all your important files are automatically backup.
in addition, you are able to share files very easily.
finally, its all free.
in fact, you will become addicted to this handy cloud service.
20110404
20110402
20110328
EArL
if i treated myself as a business, what would i do right now?
yeah....
i know myself
maybe im just not willing to face it. but now, it becomes more difficult because i am not the one that knew nothing at all. think brightly, i might get firmer on the direction i chose.
20110327
20110326
20110325
20110320
teAR and tORn
cant see at night
cant drink on the way home
cant breathe on the bed
when will the blood cover all the dreams
when could i lie into the scarlet disposal hugs
you completely enjoy bleeding and dreaming and holding the last breathe...
20110316
20110315
VoiCE
"Brick walls are there for a reason. The brick walls are not there to keep us out. The brick walls are there to show how badly we want something.
Because the brick walls are there to stop the people who don’t want something badly enough. They are there to keep out the other people."
"The questions are always more important than the answers."
"No matter how bad things are, you can always make things worse. "
— Randy Pausch (The Last Lecture)
chILDish
he said that
i dont know you are so passion to that.
it seems that you are still keen to that.
you can do that after work.
youre welcome to propose any idea if you have any.
if i could do both well, which one should i choose?
the same question now become much clearer.
the same weakness cannot be emphasized any more.
20110314
20110311
SIcK
Trying to forget
Trying to sleep
If the night is getting darker,
Save me from here.
Dreams taste bitter.
Laugh sounds sarcasm.
The night you picked me up were gone forever. What the following is the endless sink.
Words of stories are made of sorrow and struggle. They sounds funny due to the teller are laughing with the mask. Suddenly I recall the plot, and shaked myself with panics and cold temperature within.
eXpeCTatIOn ValuE
there is a kind of value that is given by oneself
there is a kind of passion that flames in oneself
there is a kind of sorrow that is brought by expectation
there is a kind of hope that is made of confidence
there was a dream
building the tree
which i nestle against
20110307
20110306
dON't gO AWaY
repeat it again and again.....
Oh my God I see how everything is torn in the river deep
And I don't know why I go the way
Down by the riverside
you are the food of my mind..................
riVERsidE
im stopping myself.
Down by the river by the boats
Where everybody goes to be alone
Where you wont see any rising sun
Down to the river we will run
When by the water we drink to the dregs
Look at the stones on the river bed
I can tell from your eyes
You've never been by the riverside
Down by the water the riverbed
Somebody calls you somebody says
swim with the current and float away
Down by the river everyday
Oh my God I see how everything is torn in the river deep
And I don't know why I go the way
Down by the riverside
When that old river runs pass your eyes
To wash off the dirt on the riverside
Go to the water so very near
The river will be your eyes and ears
I walk to the borders on my own
To fall in the water just like a stone
Chilled to the marrow in them bones
Why do I go here all alone
Oh my God I see how everything is torn in the river deep
And I don't know why I go the way
Down by the riverside
20110305
BAD
it's not good. it's bad......
it's not good. it's bad.it's not good. it's bad......
it's not good. it's bad.it's not good. it's bad.it's not good. it's bad........
when she shouted at me i felt like been tearing apart.
i can't help but recall the breath i took, the speed of heart beat i felt and the frozen hands that caused by the angry.
i don't know.
am i able to control my feelings so well?
stop it...
20110304
20110301
20110227
20110225
CLiché
被切割成很多面
但每一面都不像鑽石班閃亮
記憶斷斷續續的
接不起來 也忘卻不掉
像拼圖
我一片也不能丟掉
少了
就好像強迫症般的以為那不再是我了
默默的看著人與自然
自負的想
不過都是區區的兒時把戲
霸了
20110223
20110221
sudDEN
a sudden sad appears.
does it caused by music or something else?
pains can't go away. sorrows haunt like forever.
dreams are never determined.
smiles won't last tomorrow.
that's why you just stand out there and stare at me.....
20110220
l'arBRe
i saw a movie called "the tree" on last friday night.
it's a french movie that had been filmed in Australia. it talked about that a happy family in a country of australia lost their father suddenly. each member of the family had his/her own way to face the grief during the hard time. the 8-year-old daughter, simone, believed that his father was turned into the big tree that their house nestled snugly.
i like this film in many aspects. the scenes and the music are pretty good. the way to describe the story that the director used amazed me. she made the plain story interesting, profound and attractive. the rhythm of the film varied, but, of course, not as hollywood movies.
20110217
whEre WOuLD We bE
let me recap the learning material of my english class this week.
article recap:
in 1938, there was a radio play about a series of news bulletins of alien attack in usa. the radio listeners were convinced that the martians were invading usa and fled their homes. when they found the radio play didn't report the real news, they were trying to sue the radio station. however, the director of the radio programme was able to avoid the lengthy court case because he had told that the broadcast was not true at the beginning of the programme. amazingly, the same story happened in 1944 when the play was broadcast in chile. the governor of the city even sent troops into the streets. fortunately, they didn't need to fight an army of martian invaders.
grammar summary:
would have + p.p. => to image something in the past that didn't happen
could have + p.p. => to say something was possible in the past, but didn't happen
should have + p.p. => to criticise people's behaviour in the past
needn't have + p.p. => to talk about things that people did in the past but that werent necessary
practice:
what would you have done?
if i had been you, i would have done the same thing.
i could have stayed longer but i would have missed the last bus.
you shouldn't have told because she's really upset.
you needn't have bought all this milk. we've got lots in the fridge.
i should have gone to this restaurant instead of that one.
20110215
18 GrAMmYs
"The performance started with a group rendition of "Natural Woman" followed by each artist performing an array of Aretha's greatest hits. Watch the entire performance below and be sure to catch Christina's solo!! "
20110214
20110209
eNgliSH clasS
i really like my english class. Mark is awesome. so now let me review today's learning.
notes:
-annoy = bug
-stare (at) = look at for a long time
-trendy = fashionable
-deduce (v.)
deduction (n.)
-rickshaw = bicycle taxi
-restore = have things fixed and re-sold
-popped into (british english) = going into
-each to their own. (one has his/her own hobby or habit, 各有癖好)
-invade (v.)
invasion (n.) = (more than go into. often used in war or army)
the soldier invaded another country.
hackers invade the website.
celebrities are sick of the invasion of privacy.
-flee (v.) fled (past tense v.)(not flea (n.))
= run away
-troops = groups of soldiers
-hostage = person is kept by kidnapper.
-public outcry = complaining by many people
-meteor (small rock from outspace)
meteorite (bigger rock from outspace)
20110205
soRRY
if we could get together,
there must be million ways to shield you.
i just love this photo very much.
20110123
bloOd
是啊 你這樣子提問著
那也許真的是我們家莫名的不坦白吧
其實我樂於也坦然在這樣的模式
應該說
換了
我就有點不知所措吧
他總是有我覺得不可思議的地方
我想也希望
能懂我這麼吵吵鬧鬧的方式
這樣 一切就都很好
但是
不管怎樣 只要我還認同著這樣的牽連
我就會無止盡的支援
20110121
haPPy FeW
i saw a movie tonight, Happy Few. i think it's a story of love, sex and emotions that involved in different relationship between two couples.
first, i think the promotion should not focus on the scenes of sex. the way that the director used was really natural and didn't make me feel uncomfortable at all.
secondly, i love one revealed value which is embedded in the characters that being honest to each other is very important. i know that's not easy, especially when you did something so wrong that it would hurt the feelings between each other. one possibly says that the two couples must deeply love each other that they can tolerate it. but i am not so sure about this point of view.
third is feeling natural and comfortable to human body. in fact, i think most french movie i saw brought me the same feelings. i like that and wish i could go there.
except the camera was too unstable to my eyes, i quite appreciate the way that director used to describe the story. there does not seem to many values or judgement melted in the screen. Contrastively, this movie bring you just a story. you will think and probably make your own thoughts about various questions that the story has prompted you.
20110120
i'm yOURs
Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks
and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out
I'll be giving it my bestest
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some
But I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours
Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment people dance and sing
We're just one big family
And It's our God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love loved
So I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
Scooch closer dear
and i will nibble your ear
I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
My breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed
I guess what i be saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do
Our name is our virtue
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
this is our fate, I'm yours
Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
A lá one big family (2nd time: A lá happy family; 3rd time: A lá peaceful melody)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love
I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
No please, don't complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours
No please, don't hesitate
no more, no more
It cannot wait
The sky is yours!
20110113
wORds
背 拉起一樣疼痛的距離
劃開
挑起
不知道為什麼
每次都會有相同的錯覺
行走之間
想起
然後提筆之際
忘記
喔
我想起來了
每個時期的文筆
風格
思緒
原點
都很不一樣
最近比較少粗暴的畫面
撕裂這種詞彙
慢慢隱匿在約束的背面
pARt oF NATUrE
沉靜的表面
包裝兩種溫度的共存
靜默的熱情
冷靜般衝動
越是無可自拔的欣賞上演在世界各角落的把戲
你無可跳脫
或是 你可以辯論著該不該違逆這樣的自然而然
如果 那是自然而然
的話
20110112
20110108
iF oNLY
if we only saw each other in personality....
there would be no differences of genders, races, religions, physical capabilities between human beings.
the disputes of them might disappear.
people won't spend their time on arguing the issue of homosexuality. people will like and admire persons with the personalities that they appreciate. everything might become simple. one can directly present the feelings to each other without scruples. the regrets caused by the nonsense are gone.
the discord of male and female will have been stopped. instead of judging a person by the gender, people are getting to know other people by the personalities. the stereotypes of man and women are gone.
there are no tags of religions, races, colours, nations, and etc. people can have relationship with each other without the conditions and limitations brought from the old school values. maybe i am wrong but i do think that those limitation or, say in a polite way, suggestions, sound like the cliche to those teenagers that parents or teachers in school don't want their kids to have relationship too early. although it comes from a good consideration, it's not always being considered as a correct iron law.
if only we could see each other only in personality.
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