20110328

EArL

if i treated myself as a business, what would i do right now?




yeah....

i know myself



maybe im just not willing to face it. but now, it becomes more difficult because i am not the one that knew nothing at all. think brightly, i might get firmer on the direction i chose.

20110327

UnStaBlE stAtE

They said I become easily annoyed.

It's god damn true.

.........

20110326

DaMN

if you were just finding someone as usual,

You shouldn't have lied to me.

20110325

全感

有一種傷殘

是完整的感受

就像放大的瞳孔




不能專注

不能排除

一次又一次的光線暈散

背脊發涼

身體阻止我任何加速




有一種傷殘

叫做全感

OPpositE angELs

if im not home

i must be on the way to inferno...

20110320

teAR and tORn

cant see at night

cant drink on the way home

cant breathe on the bed



when will the blood cover all the dreams

when could i lie into the scarlet disposal hugs




you completely enjoy bleeding and dreaming and holding the last breathe...

SnOWinG

下個雪吧


我過分的幻想

試圖傾洩在這個世界上







擦去玻璃上的霧氣

我期待新的結冰

20110316

SoFt fiRM

當我輕狂的忽視

巨大的悲劇



尖銳的景象終於刺進了一點心裡

20110315

bLuE

let me named by this colour for you

VoiCE

"Brick walls are there for a reason. The brick walls are not there to keep us out. The brick walls are there to show how badly we want something.
Because the brick walls are there to stop the people who don’t want something badly enough. They are there to keep out the other people."

"The questions are always more important than the answers."

"No matter how bad things are, you can always make things worse. "



— Randy Pausch (The Last Lecture)

chILDish

he said that
i dont know you are so passion to that.
it seems that you are still keen to that.
you can do that after work.
youre welcome to propose any idea if you have any.




if i could do both well, which one should i choose?
the same question now become much clearer.
the same weakness cannot be emphasized any more.

20110314

stArrY-eyEd

依舊淡淡的 迎著風 舒服的看望著

彷彿對山光景

你輕吻著顫抖的傷痕




風 徐徐說

大地將仍然不會復合

20110311

SIcK

Trying to forget

Trying to sleep

If the night is getting darker,
Save me from here.

Dreams taste bitter.
Laugh sounds sarcasm.

The night you picked me up were gone forever. What the following is the endless sink.

Words of stories are made of sorrow and struggle. They sounds funny due to the teller are laughing with the mask. Suddenly I recall the plot,  and shaked myself with panics and cold temperature within.

eXpeCTatIOn ValuE

there is a kind of value that is given by oneself
there is a kind of passion that flames in oneself

there is a kind of sorrow that is brought by expectation
there is a kind of hope that is made of confidence

there was a dream
building the tree
which i nestle against

20110307

whO

誰能最接近

那一面

20110306

dON't gO AWaY

repeat it again and again.....


Oh my God I see how everything is torn in the river deep
And I don't know why I go the way
Down by the riverside



you are the food of my mind..................

riVERsidE

im stopping myself.





Down by the river by the boats
Where everybody goes to be alone
Where you wont see any rising sun
Down to the river we will run

When by the water we drink to the dregs
Look at the stones on the river bed
I can tell from your eyes
You've never been by the riverside

Down by the water the riverbed
Somebody calls you somebody says
swim with the current and float away
Down by the river everyday

Oh my God I see how everything is torn in the river deep
And I don't know why I go the way
Down by the riverside

When that old river runs pass your eyes
To wash off the dirt on the riverside
Go to the water so very near
The river will be your eyes and ears

I walk to the borders on my own
To fall in the water just like a stone
Chilled to the marrow in them bones
Why do I go here all alone

Oh my God I see how everything is torn in the river deep
And I don't know why I go the way
Down by the riverside

20110305

BAD

it's not good. it's bad......
it's not good. it's bad.it's not good. it's bad......
it's not good. it's bad.it's not good. it's bad.it's not good. it's bad........

when she shouted at me i felt like been tearing apart.

i can't help but recall the breath i took, the speed of heart beat i felt and the frozen hands that caused by the angry.





i don't know.

am i able to control my feelings so well?



stop it...

20110304

poURing

這種毒

不能無理擴散

我該乖

20110301

NIght

你說

還不能死

因為有些愛你的人會難過

還不能表達脆弱

因為他們也許還不知道從何下手

還不能痛

因為還有更多荊棘要走

還不能回頭

因為水深還不及咽喉

還不能.......鬆脫

rEPlay

聽著浮誇

不小心被帶入那次遙遠的海邊

歌聲

海浪

海風

承諾的不承諾

赤足

牽手的影子




啊~好遙遠呀

那是

依舊連著著現在的時間盒子





我只是暫時的沉醉

無傷大雅的replay