20180911

DeepReinforcementLearning set up


- git clone: https://github.com/AppliedDataSciencePartners/DeepReinforcementLearning
- install everything: https://medium.com/@margaretmz/anaconda-jupyter-notebook-tensorflow-and-keras-b91f381405f8
- brew install graphviz (https://github.com/XifengGuo/CapsNet-Keras/issues/7)

20180820

a pLAy

then,
I just realised everyone has their own story.

it's heavy.
it's twisted.
it's powerful.

we can only survive in our own way. don't judge.

but, do not create even more tragedies and dark plays.
i feel torn apart amidst anger, sorrow and compassion.

i stopped and stepped down along the words, one by one.
it was getting darker and softer.
i knew i was going back, back to that black deep and familiar space.
the only thing different was that i was watching it and let it happen cautiously.
there, i could go very wrong.

i recalled and felt the tears for you.
i recalled and felt the anger and hatred for those unfair punishments.
i recalled and felt the endless hopelessness behind that empty smile in my mirror.
i kept recalling all the twisted minds and hearts that just couldn't cope with the outside world, and people.

why? i was searching for the way out and i guess this was it.

and now, this's got to come to a break and end.
slowly i walked away with contradictory feelings and i said, thank you for always being there and patiently waited.

20180111

R3solutIOns

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